Jul 16, 2017
On Your Birthday, a Pure White Lily
誕生日には真白な百合を | Tanjoubi ni wa Masshiro na Yuri
Fukuyama Masaharu
Vocal: Fukuyama Masaharu | Songwriter: Fukuyama Masaharu
あなたがくれたこの名前は
いくつの願い込められてるの
そこから見えるわたしの素顔は
誇れるものですか
あんなに嫌いで
飛び出した故郷
家族の声も
ただ重くて
苛立っていたよ
そんな姿はあなたからすれば
泣き続けた幼子の頃と変わりはなく
いくつになっても同じだと
子供扱いするばかりで
認めてくれる言葉もないまま
会えなくなるなんて…
年に一度の誕生日だから
照れずに言うよ
「産んでくれて、ありがとう」
あなたがくれたこの心は
やさしい人を選びました
自分じゃなくて
家族の笑顔を 願ってる人
いつか 会ってください
真白な百合を
写真に飾ろう
聞いてもいいかな
認めてくれるかな
この生き方を
Anata ga kureta kono namae wa
Ikutsu no negaikomerareteru no
Soko kara mieru watashi no sugao wa
Hokoreru mono desu ka
Annani kiraide
Tobidashita kokyou
Kazoku no koe mo
Tada omokute
Iradatteita yo
Sonna sugata wa anata kara sureba
Nakitsuduketa osanago no koro to kawari wa naku
Ikutsu ni natte mo onajida to
Kodomo atsukai suru bakaride
Mitomete kureru kotoba monai mama
Ae naku naru nante?
Toshi ni ichido no tanjoubi dakara
Terezu ni iu yo
'Unde kurete, arigatou'
Anata ga kureta kono kokoro wa
Yasashii hito wo erabi mashita
Jibun ja nakute
Kazoku no egao wo negatteru hito
Itsuka atte kudasai
Masshiro na hyaku gou wo
Shashin ni kazarou
Kiite mo ii kana
Mitomete kureru kana
Kono ikikata wo
English
The name that you gave me
How many prayers did you put into it?
From there, from what you can see
Is my true face something that you can be proud of?
Hate to the extent
To flee birthplace
Heavily annoyed
At even the voices of family
Such figure, from your point of view
It's as if I've never changed from when I was a crying infant
If things will still be the same regardless of how many years have passed
And you would only treat me like a child
Then you still wouldn't give me any words of approval
We won't meet anymore...
Because birthday is only once per year
I'll say it without embarassment
"Thank you for giving birth to me"
The heart that you gave me
Chose kind people
Who are not by themselves
Those are the people who wish for a smiling family
Please meet me again someday
I attach a pure white lily to the picture
Will you listen
Will you approve of my way of life?