Sep 14, 2015
Heartless
papiyon
Vocal: GUMI | Songwriter: papiyon
ねぇ、もしも全て投げ捨てられたら
笑って生きることが楽になるの?
また胸が痛くなるから
もう何も言わないでよ
ねぇ、もしも全て忘れられたなら
泣かないで生きることも楽になるの?
でもそんな事出来ないから
もう何も見せないでよ
君にどれだけ近づいても
僕の心臓は一つだけ
酷いよ 酷いよ、もういっそ僕の体を
壊して 引き裂いて 好きなようにしてよ
叫んで 藻掻(もが)いて 瞼(まぶた)を腫らしても
まだ君は僕の事を抱きしめて離さない
もういいよ
ねぇ、もしも僕の願いが叶うなら
君と同じものが欲しいんだ
でも僕には存在しないから
じゃあせめて此処に来てよ
君にどれだけ愛されても
僕の心臓は一つだけ
やめてよ やめてよ、優しくしないでよ
どうしても僕には理解ができないよ
痛いよ 痛いよ、言葉で教えてよ
こんなの知らないよ 独りにしないで
酷いよ 酷いよ、もういっそ僕の体を
壊して 引き裂いて 好きなようにしてよ
叫んで 藻掻(もが)いて 瞼(まぶた)を腫らしても
まだ君は僕の事を抱きしめて離さない
もういいよ
ねぇ、もしも僕に心があるなら
どうやってそれを見つければいいの?
少し微笑んで君が言う
「それはね、ここにあるよ」
Nee, moshimo subete nagesuterare tara
Waratte ikiru koto ga raku ni naru no?
Mata mune ga itaku naru kara
Mou nani mo iwanaide yo
Nee, moshimo subete wasurerareta nara
Nakanaide ikiru koto mo raku ni naru no?
Demo sonna koto dekinai kara
Mou nani mo misenaide yo
Kimi ni dore dake chikatsuite mo
Boku no shinzou wa hitotsu dake
Hidoi yo hidoi yo, mou isso boku no karada wo
Kowashite hikisaite suki na you ni shite yo
Sakende mo mogaite mabuta wo harashite mo
Mada kimi ha boku no koto wo dakishimete hanasanai
Mou ii yo
Nee, moshimo boku no negai ga kanau nara
Kimi to onaji mono ga hoshiin da
Demo boku ni wa sonzai shinai kara
Jaa semete koko ni kite yo
Kimi ni dore dake aisarete mo
Boku no shinzou wa hitotsu dake
Yamete yo yamete yo, yasashiku shinaide yo
Doushite mo boku ni wa rikai ga dekinai yo
Itai yo itai yo, kotoba de oshiete yo
Konna no shiranai yo hitori ni shinaide
Hidoi yo hidoi yo, mou isso boku no karada wo
Kowashite hikisaite suki na you ni shite yo
Sakende mo mogaite mabuta wo harashite mo
Mada kimi ha boku no koto wo dakishimete hanasanai
Mou ii yo
Nee, moshimo boku ni kokoro ga aru nara
Dou yatte sore wo mitsukereba ii no?
Sukoshi hohoende kimi ga iu
'Sore wa ne, koko ni aru yo'
English
Hey, if I throw everything away
Will it be easier to laugh and live?
My chest is still hurting
Please don't say anything
Hey, if I forget everything
Will it be easier to live and not cry?
But I can't do such things as that
Please don't show me anything
No matter how close I am to you
My heart is only one
It's awful, it's awful,
I would break and tear apart my body in order to like you
Even though I shout, I struggle, and my eyes are swelled
You hug me and won't let go
It's enough
Hey, if my wish is granted
I would want the same things that you do
But since you can't exist inside of me
Then at least come here
No matter how much you love me
My heart is only one
Stop it, stop it, don't be kind to me
You can't understand me no matter what
It hurts, it hurts, I'll express it with words
You don't know this, don't make me more lonely
It's awful, it's awful,
I would break and tear apart my body in order to like you
Even though I shout, I struggle, and my eyes are swelled
You hug me and won't let go
It's enough
Hey, if you really placed your heart in me
How would you find it?
You weakly smiled and said,
"Oh, I am here."