Sep 14, 2015

Heartless

papiyon
Vocal: GUMI | Songwriter: papiyon
ねぇ、もしも全て投げ捨てられたら 笑って生きることが楽になるの? また胸が痛くなるから もう何も言わないでよ ねぇ、もしも全て忘れられたなら 泣かないで生きることも楽になるの? でもそんな事出来ないから もう何も見せないでよ 君にどれだけ近づいても 僕の心臓は一つだけ 酷いよ 酷いよ、もういっそ僕の体を 壊して 引き裂いて 好きなようにしてよ 叫んで 藻掻(もが)いて 瞼(まぶた)を腫らしても まだ君は僕の事を抱きしめて離さない もういいよ ねぇ、もしも僕の願いが叶うなら 君と同じものが欲しいんだ でも僕には存在しないから じゃあせめて此処に来てよ 君にどれだけ愛されても 僕の心臓は一つだけ やめてよ やめてよ、優しくしないでよ どうしても僕には理解ができないよ 痛いよ 痛いよ、言葉で教えてよ こんなの知らないよ 独りにしないで 酷いよ 酷いよ、もういっそ僕の体を 壊して 引き裂いて 好きなようにしてよ 叫んで 藻掻(もが)いて 瞼(まぶた)を腫らしても まだ君は僕の事を抱きしめて離さない もういいよ ねぇ、もしも僕に心があるなら どうやってそれを見つければいいの? 少し微笑んで君が言う 「それはね、ここにあるよ」
Nee, moshimo subete nagesuterare tara Waratte ikiru koto ga raku ni naru no? Mata mune ga itaku naru kara Mou nani mo iwanaide yo Nee, moshimo subete wasurerareta nara Nakanaide ikiru koto mo raku ni naru no? Demo sonna koto dekinai kara Mou nani mo misenaide yo Kimi ni dore dake chikatsuite mo Boku no shinzou wa hitotsu dake Hidoi yo hidoi yo, mou isso boku no karada wo Kowashite hikisaite suki na you ni shite yo Sakende mo mogaite mabuta wo harashite mo Mada kimi ha boku no koto wo dakishimete hanasanai Mou ii yo Nee, moshimo boku no negai ga kanau nara Kimi to onaji mono ga hoshiin da Demo boku ni wa sonzai shinai kara Jaa semete koko ni kite yo Kimi ni dore dake aisarete mo Boku no shinzou wa hitotsu dake Yamete yo yamete yo, yasashiku shinaide yo Doushite mo boku ni wa rikai ga dekinai yo Itai yo itai yo, kotoba de oshiete yo Konna no shiranai yo hitori ni shinaide Hidoi yo hidoi yo, mou isso boku no karada wo Kowashite hikisaite suki na you ni shite yo Sakende mo mogaite mabuta wo harashite mo Mada kimi ha boku no koto wo dakishimete hanasanai Mou ii yo Nee, moshimo boku ni kokoro ga aru nara Dou yatte sore wo mitsukereba ii no? Sukoshi hohoende kimi ga iu 'Sore wa ne, koko ni aru yo'
English
Hey, if I throw everything away Will it be easier to laugh and live? My chest is still hurting Please don't say anything Hey, if I forget everything Will it be easier to live and not cry? But I can't do such things as that Please don't show me anything No matter how close I am to you My heart is only one It's awful, it's awful, I would break and tear apart my body in order to like you Even though I shout, I struggle, and my eyes are swelled You hug me and won't let go It's enough Hey, if my wish is granted I would want the same things that you do But since you can't exist inside of me Then at least come here No matter how much you love me My heart is only one Stop it, stop it, don't be kind to me You can't understand me no matter what It hurts, it hurts, I'll express it with words You don't know this, don't make me more lonely It's awful, it's awful, I would break and tear apart my body in order to like you Even though I shout, I struggle, and my eyes are swelled You hug me and won't let go It's enough Hey, if you really placed your heart in me How would you find it? You weakly smiled and said, "Oh, I am here."