Apr 13, 2014

Hello, How are You?

ハロ/ハワユ | Haro/Hawayu

Nanou
Vocal: Hatsune Miku append SOFT | Songwriter: Nanou
ハロ 窓を開けて 小さく呟いた ハワユ 誰もいない 部屋で一人 モーニン 朝が来たよ 土砂降りの朝が ティクタク 私のネジを 誰か巻いて ハロ 昔のアニメにそんなのいたっけな ハワユ 羨ましいな 皆に愛されて スリーピン 馬鹿な事言ってないで支度をしなくちゃ クライン 涙の跡を隠す為 もう口癖になった「まぁいっか」 昨日の言葉がふと頭を過る 「もう君には全然期待してないから」 そりゃまぁ私だって 自分に期待などしてないけれど アレは一体どういうつもりですか 喉元まで出かかった言葉 口をついて出たのは嘘 こうして今日も私は貴重な 言葉を浪費して生きてゆく 何故隠してしまうのですか 笑われるのが怖いのですか 誰にも会いたくないのですか それ本当ですか 曖昧という名の海に溺れて 息も出来ないほど苦しいの 少し声が聞きたくなりました 本当に弱いな 一向に進まない支度の途中 朦朧とした頭で思う 「もう理由を付けて休んでしまおうかな」 いやいや分かってますって 何となく言ってみただけだよ 分かってるから怒らないでよ 幸せだろうと 不幸せだろうと 平等に 残酷に 朝日は昇る 生きていくだけで精一杯の私に これ以上何を望むというの 何故気にしてしまうのですか 本当は愛されたいのですか その手を離したのは誰ですか 気が付いてますか 人生にタイムカードがあるなら 終わりの時間は何時なんだろう 私が生きた分の給料は 誰が払うんですか サンキュー ありがとうって言いたいの サンキュー ありがとうって言いたいよ サンキュー 一度だけでも良いから 心の底から大泣きしながら ありがとうって言いたいの 何故隠してしまうのですか 本当は聞いて欲しいのですか 絶対に笑ったりしないから 話してみませんか 口を開かなければ分からない 思ってるだけでは伝わらない なんて面倒くさい生き物でしょう 人間というのは ハロ ハワユ あなたに ハロ ハワユ
Haro Mado wo akete chiisaku tsubuyaita Hawayu Dare mo inai heya de hitori Moonin Asa ga kita yo doshaburi no asa ga Tikutaku Watashi no neji wo dare ka maite Haro Mukashi no anime ni sonna no itakke na Hawayu Urayamashii na mina ni aisarete Suriipin Bakana koto ittenaide shitaku wo shinakucha Kurain Namida no ato wo kakusu tame Mōou kuchiguse ni natta `maa ikka' Kinou no kotoba ga futo atama wo yogiru `Mou kimi ni wa zenzen kitaishitenai kara' Sorya maa watashi datte Jibun ni kitai nado shitenai keredo Are wa ittai douiu tsumori desu ka Nodomoto made dekakatta kotoba Kuchi wo tsuite deta no wa uso Koushite kyou mo watashi wa kichouna Kotoba wo rouhi shite ikiteyuku Naze kakushite shimau no desu ka Warawareru no ga kowai no desu ka Dare ni mo aitakunai no desu ka Sore hontou desuka Aimai to iu na no umi ni oborete Iki mo dekinai hodo kurushii no Sukoshi koe ga kikitaku narimashita Hontou ni yowai na Ikkouōni susumanai shitaku no tochuu Mourou to shita atama de omou `Mou riyuu wo tsukete yasunde shimaou ka na' Iya iya wakattemasutte Nan to naku itte mita dake da yo Wakatteru kara okoranaide yo Shiawase darou to fushiawase darou to Byoudou ni zankoku ni Asahi wa noboru Ikiteiku dake de seiippai no watashi ni Kore ijou nani wo nozomu to iu no Naze ki ni shite shimau no desu ka Hontou wa aisaretai no desu ka Sono te wo hanashita no wa dare desuka Ki ga tsuitemasu ka Jinsei ni taimu kaado ga aru nara Owari no jikan wa nan ji nan darou Watashi ga ikita bun no kyuuryou wa Dare ga haraun desu ka Sankyuu Arigatou tte iitai no Sankyuu Arigatou tte iitai yo Sankyuu Ichido dake demo ii kara Kokoro no soko kara dai nakishi nagara Arigatou tte iitai no Naze kakushite shimau no desu ka Hontou wa kiite hoshii no desu ka Zettai ni warattari shinai kara Hanashite mimasen ka Kuchi wo akanakereba wakaranai Omotteru dake de wa tsutawaranai Nante mendoukusai ikimono deshou Ningen to iu no wa Haro hawayu Anata ni haro hawayu
English
Hello. I opened the window. There's the sound of a chirp outside. How are you? There is no one else. It's only me alone in this room. Morning. The morning had arrived, along with a downpour. Tick Tock. Who is going to wind my screw today? Hello. In a really old anime there was someone- How are you. -who was loved by everyone. I'm jealous. Sleeping. Don't say such stupid things. I need to start preparing. Crying. To hide the tracks left by my tears. "Oh well." have became my favorite phrase. Your words from yesterday suddenly cross my head. "Because you have no more expectations anymore." Well, that's me. I do have no more expectations for myself. But what is your intend by confirming that? I withhold my words at the tip of my tongue, and only allow the lies to come out of my mouth. In this way, I am precious again today. Ignoring your words as wastes and continuing living my life. Why am I hiding? Is it scary to be able to laugh? Is it because I don't want to meet anyone? Is this the truth? Drowning in an unnamed sea, it's really painful to not to breath. I begin wanting to hear a little sound, but it's realy weak. In the middle of preparing to totally not advance, I hazily thought, "I should really take a break from making up all these excuses." No no I understand! I just want to try and say it in a different way. I'm not angry because I understand. Whether I am happy and I am not happy, whether everything is equal or everything is cruel, the morning sun will rise. If I only continue living with all my might, then I can have anything beyond what I had already wished for. Why am I worrying so much? Don't I just really want to be loved? Whose hand had ever left mine? I just began to realize this. If there is a time card for human life, then when is the sign off hour? Who is going to pay my salary for living? Thank you- I want to say thank you. Thank you- I just want to say thank you. Thank you- Because I'm just going to say it once I'm going - from the bottom of my heart while crying greatly - to say thank you! Why am I hiding? What is it that I really want to hear? I've never ever tried to laugh before, so I might as well try it. It's not okay to open your mouth if you don't understand. You can just think about it without expressing it out. Why is it so troublesome to be a living being? But it is part of being human isn't it. Hello, how are you. To you: Hello! How are you?